They say age does not matter. Well for me, its true. There are two guys who I'm constantly exchanging chat and txt messages with. One of them is "Trap". He said and he looks like he is 19 yrs. old, I am already 23. He is openly gay but I like the way he carries himself. I'm only able to see him in pictures but I already have talked to him on the phone and he does sound like someone who is 'out'. It did not matter to me though because I think he is a fun guy and he is also easy on the eye, if you know what I mean. His pictures tell me that he is sweet, cuddly, and smooth. Talking to him makes me feel like I am his boyfriend and he is my girlfriend, like I have to constantly watch over him, make him feel like he is being taken care of, and just endure exchanging sweet nothings with him. He tells me that he would like to get fucked in his mouth by me in so many different ways that tickles me a lot and I would tell him that I will and his ass too. But I suddenly got cold because I have this thinking that he might not like me from the way I see it. He looks like a very high maintenance partner and "sosyal" that I would not measure up. He still sends me txts though and I sometimes reply. I am still looking forward to meeting him and hopefully fucking him so I will keep you posted.
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The other guy is a lot older. He is 46 yrs. old, almost the same age as my dad. If I would be doing it with an older guy, I would prefer being his bottom. I grew up away from my dad because he had to work overseas to support our family so I did not have a father-figure, or someone that I can look up to. I think it was the reason why I am like this, why I would like to be cuddled and caressed because I somehow lacked them. Our exchanges are way wilder. We video chat and show everything, and when I say everything, no parts of our body does not get shown in front of the webcam. He is my more active virtual partner as of this moment because he is really into me. I am yet to meet this guy and we plan on doing it this week.
I don't think that I have to label myself, but not being top or bottom would still mean something in the gay world, and that's "versatile". When I meet people in the net I do say that I am versatile because I am truly versatile. If I like you, and you are simply top or bottom, I would be your opposite half. I am not like this because I just want to get laid all the time, but I am adventurous and I would like to be 'satisfied'.
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